I'm coming home

tomorrow or since we already have "Monday", today is going my flight back to Germany. It would be a lie to tell y'all that I can't wait to arrive in Germany cause that's not true. Of course I can't wait to see my family and friends again but it's gonna be so hard for me to say goodbye here to my American family. I never thought about this. To all the future exchange students: Most likely you guys will feel the same way like I feel in this moment. At the beginning of the exchange year you might can't stop thinking about coming home but as soon you are a family member it's gonna be hard trust me! 

Well, I don't want to tell you guys how much I'm not ready for Germany because all I want is to be thankful for the last past year. This exchange year was one of the best decisions I've ever made and I won't regret it anytime! I don't know how much I changed but I know I grew up & I'm not a little kid anymore. I also have a place here in America where I'm always welcome and which is my second home. My English also improved a lot. it's still not perfect but I'm fine with it now.

An exchange year is not easy butane the end you can be so proud of yourself!! and I'm so proud because 10 months living alone in a different country is not a sleepover in your best friends house! but anyway this year was one of my best years so far and I appreciate every second I could have spent here in florida. It's over know and I have to accept and life goes on! I'll for sure come back next summer & meet all these lovely people again. 

since I'm not prepared for tomorrow I should stop writing this post here and prepare ally luggage. I'm so scared for tomorrow since they don't have a weight and I don't know how much my stuff is. I just pray that I have enought money though.. 

alright volks, I hoped you enjoyed my blog! I liked it! 

thankyou for everything! 

bye bye! ;)